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- - - - © - - - - i'm taking all of my time. i'm dodging words, but he's saying the right lines. he made me oh so crazy but this time i feel like i'm doing something right. it made me sick to think about everything you put me through and how you left without saying goodbye. and if it's really over now then you can walk away and it would be the last time. this is the end of you and me, everything i used to be back then, it meant something but you're living a lie, you just can't hide from me. love is a luxury he said i'd rather be in love than dead but not with him, oh god not with him he's the type of guy who makes love hurt
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know what makes no sense? people. but in this certain circumstance i mean one certain person by the name of fucktard but i'm sure most people have been in a situation like this, you're upset with a person for a few reasons but there's one thing that just sets you off so you tell them... you think that they'd care about it, and even if you're over reacting you'd think they'd at least tell you in a nice way that you were over reacting. but do they? no. instead they get all defensive and angry and make the whole thing into a bigger deal than it is, blaming the problem on you. honestly get the fuck over it, you asked me what was wrong, you texted me asking what was wrong, don't get all fucking pissy and moody when i tell you... and do i even tell you in a bitchy way? no. i try to bring it up in the nicest way that i can cause i don't want to start drama but of course you do. oh you know what else i love? when you apologize but yet that person still goes on about 'yeah whatever. i don't even care.' well if you don't fucking care then why must you still act all bitchy towards me? i'm over it, you say you don't care, then why can't we go back to acting normal? i'm acting normal, i'm fine with it, whatever but yet said person insists on making things awkward and tense.
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you are fucking scary. have you ever had a child hood toy that was just fucking frightening? yeah, that's pretty much my life story. that little guy right there that's smiling on that guys back he wasn't as innocent as he looks. i used to have that backpack... that backpack exactly. i remember the straps on it and when i was four years old i would shove stuff in him and run around my house because he was pimp. that is until my brother decided to throw him down the fucking stairs because he was angry at me, one of elmo's eyes popped off and well having an one eyed elmo backpack isn't nearly as cool as having a two eyed elmo backpack. not to mention it was fucking creepy... i tried to get rid of it or hide it but my parents wouldn't let me so instead, at night i had this fucking one eyed elmo sitting on my dresser just staring at me. no big deal really, but when you're four it can be a little bit frightening to wake up and have it staring at you. this was a random little dear thing but i was looking through photos and found that bad boy up there and well... it brought up some not so good memories. fuck you elmo, not only do you scare the crap out of me now but you are also part of the reason why my friends torment me from time to time.
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okay, so basically this is a rather long subject for me. yes, we all have our creepy moments... me especially, any of my friends would be able to tell you that but i'm talking about really creepy creepers. you know the ones from different countries that add you on facebook, so sorry but i don't know anyone by the name ariskan from egypt or however the fuck you spell your name. when i ignore your facebook friend request i ignored it for a reason don't add me as a friend again not to mention how the fuck did you even find me in the first place? that is what i mean by a real creeper, or hell the people who add you as a friend because you have some friends in common... yes we may have 20 friends in common, doesn't mean we know each other. an hour ago some guy i don't know adds me as a friend on facebook, i accept just to see if i know him, he messages me saying 'hey i'm jesse, this could be a little creepy but i added you because i seen you in 'people you may know' and i thought you were really pretty so i added you.' well first off, thanks i guess? and second off, yes you are right... that message could be creepy and it indeed is so gtfo my profile. i can't lie though, as much as i hate creepers they are actually fairly amusing just to see what they'll say in order to make some poor little girl fall into their trap and 'cyber' with them. a little while ago i made an account on teenspot just for the hell of it and i must say that looking at the messages that are sent on that site i've never laughed more in my life but also never been more creeped out. just a few of the messages include, hii. babe waz up?? join me on ma msn to hav som real funn... am really lookin forward fr a good frndship relation. um... okay first learn to type, and wtf is a friendship relation? not gonna happen buddy... i message him back telling him to stop messaging me since i got like 3 messages from him and what does he say? pls? no. def not. oh and my personal favourite message 'hello pretty how are you hope cool today well am giovanni from holland i saw ur pics on here wow you look like an angel send from planet beuty it would be a great a joy for me if i can be ur friend i mean true friend ok bye for now expecting you.' you look like an angel from planet beauty? made me laugh for a good little while. as much as i hate creepers i guess the world would be a little less joyless without them seeing as they're always good for a chuckle or two but at the same time please leave me alone... i do not want to trade 'naughty pictures' or cyber with you. i don't have a webcam and yes i have msn, but i'm not giving it out to you, kay thanks. love britney.
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rant numero uno, and there's really no better way than to start off with toolrout as my best friend likes to refer to him. like really, i don't understand why the hell i like him, and clearly no one else does as well. he has his moments where he's a really big sweetheart and when i was upset he was legit concerned about me. but like really, he's a manwhore and completely wrong for me in everyway but i like him. in all seriousness though, is it that big of a deal for a girl to ask a guy to just be fucking straight forward with them instead of one minute being all 'hai! i'm gonna put my arm around you and act like i like you!' and then the next moment he won't even fucking acknowledge my existence. it makes no fucking sense and it pisses me off beyond belief... whatever guy said girls are confusing was dead wrong because clearly guys are the more confusing ones, at least i stick to my feelings and don't act like i like a guy one minute and the next ignore them completely. frustrating? i think so. so hey tool, do me a favour and please just tell me straight up you want me in your pants because it would make me a lot less confused, frustrated and pissed off and who knows i might just agree to it. only not really cause i don't want a std, i just want to make out a little in the freezer. kay thanks. love britney.
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